.shattered glass on the floor
.dirty dishes on the table
.i tremble below the sink
.suffocating by my own spit
.how can I face the world before me
.shrinking like a leaf
.apt and able to commit
.i gasp for air
.afraid to live
.afraid to die
.i find no way out
.so I linger in the limbo of my own disgust
.feeling torn apart
.chipping by the sides
.shredded into little pieces of my own disguise

.jacob g
.03 .entry 0605
.i vividly recall writing this .one of true self defined here