.a rocket shoots up through my brain
.the zapping sound of my interacting cells
.paralyzes me in my step
.i am mute and incoherent
.this is my tale
.of the last misgiving of my attempt
.to be normal

.jacob g
.19 .entry 0207

.it’s intriguing to be in a moment in your head when you realize how everything is going wrong but yet you have no control to change it